I know that I have talked to you extensively in 2012 about the past, but something has been in my spirit today and God has been telling me that I needed to put this back out there for someone. I am not sure who you are, but I am positive that God wants you to remember this simple fact.
So tonight I am going to talk to you about the past. See there is nothing you can do to change the past, what has happened cannot be changed no matter what you wish. I have to tell you that when you look back over your life, you are going to see so many things that you will want to change. But the secret here is that you can do nothing but change whatever it is inside of you that made you act that way. It was your actions, choices, deeds and who you hung around that influenced those actions that caused those mistakes. If you truly want to learn and change then you have to self reflect, you have to do some deep soul searching. The answer is right there inside of you. You have to change yourself, change your environment, change those that you associate with. In other words, if you are truly serious about change you need to start over, reinvent yourself. Take those pains and aches of the past and turn them around. Know that you can, you are the only one that has that power. Remember looking backwards is 20/20, you can see everything when you look backwards. Here is something that you might not realize, but the past starts right now, this very moment. You have to understand that everything up until this exact moment is your past. For we do not know what the next minute will bring, but because we are here and looking at this the present and the past must at some point must be one.
You cannot step forward, move into a new relationship or try anything new if you are carrying the baggage of your past with you. It will weigh you down and throw more stumbling blocks in your way at every turn. You have to accept the past and accept that you can do nothing about it. You may be able to learn from it and change the way you act if a similar situation comes your way. However, I have to tell you if you keep picking up that baggage no one is going to be able to handle all that you bring to the table. It will overwhelm those you are trying to start something with. So it is very important to forgive yourself and others so that you have the closure you need so that you can move on. Once you have closure you can drop those bags from the past that are weighing you down so heavily. Forgiveness is for you and you alone. Surrender your self-pity, and regain your self-esteem because you achieve balance by seeking knowledge. Truth and harmony are right there for you to pick up and take forward with you, but if your hands are full with your baggage of the past how can you pick up anything else?
You have to remember yesterday is dead and gone. You must deal with it as you do with all the things from your past, you must walk this walk alone. Remember that God is just a call away and will help take that burden off of your shoulders, but you have to be 100 percent honest with yourself and Him. Keep in mind that tomorrow has yet to begin and anticipate the journeys that may come to you on the new dawn. Adventure awaits the souls that are free, and who live in the moment. Time has no meaning now as the divine descends upon you. In the morning all things seem possible, there are no mistakes it is a clean new day. The slate has been cleansed and you get to start all over again. God will never ever give you more than you can handle. All the turmoil, adversity, hurt, and loss only serve to make you stronger. They give you hope for a new day and new start. Give thanks for the adversity that comes to you, because the next time you will have the knowledge and the strength to withstand it.
No one ever promised that life was easy. Who told you that you would only have a garden full of roses? If you had just roses the thorns would be so sharp that you wouldn't be able to enjoy them at all. But your garden is full of flowers, weeds, bees and so many other things. It is the variety and the spice that gives us adventure and life. Make the most of every day because they are a gift from God.
As always my hopes and dreams are with you,