You aren't sure of what you want to do! Or where you want to go! Your mind is constantly changing and your thoughts keep jumping. How can you sum up yourself when you are still growing, learning and experiencing things? Indecision is a constant in your life. Making up your mind is not yet an option, there is still too much to find. Life is an adventure that can take you from one coast to the other, it can shower you with money or drag you through the gutter. Every choice is fraught with peril and questions, which way to go? Which way to turn? You have been high and you have been low, you have been successful and you have been without. Your life is full of experiences yet you still can't figure out what you want to know. You have met many people, made some your friends, but in the end it was you and you alone. You have known love and loss, and still are searching again. Take heart my friend this the beginning not an end.
This is but a way point on a journey without end. You have more to go, and even more to endure. Life is going to teach you things you never even knew you didn't know. Everyday you will pick up more that you didn't understand, and learn something about yourself and your fellow man. There will be challenges, and hurtles you must overcome, but have faith my friend this is a beginning and not an end. No one is perfect and life is not easily had, you have to fight and scratch just to get ahead. Everything you learn you'll need it soon enough, because this journey sure can get tough.
Keep your fears in check they will hold you back, step out in faith my friend you sure will be glad you had. Nothing comes from nothing, nothing ever can, but everything you gain you'll learn and cherish most in hand. Be wary and be careful there are those along your way that would love to see you fall and those that will take what you have. No one said this was easy, but it sure is grand. Excitement, adventure and drama certainly close at hand. You'll have no want for entertainment, just look around and laugh, because there are clowns around to kick you in the ass. If your searching for happiness it surely won't be found, because you looking on the outside and that's not where it is bound. Deep within your soul it is hiding for you to find, you have to find contentment and happiness inside.
Cherish the joy and laughter, it will keep give you ground. Find the good in things and see what God has made. Look out with the eyes of a child and see the world of wonder, it is that spark of life you see that God is hiding under. He is in everything the sky, the sea and thunder. He has made this world for us to explore and wonder why? It is our lot in life to learn and grow and mature. If you aren't then you aren't living at all. There is good in everything you just got to learn how to see it. Don't be afraid to let your awe and wonder at life be hidden. Reach out and seek what you have been given.
There is so much you still need to do and understand, before you can take a stand, so learn it while you can. I hope you understand, that this is your test to make you a woman or a man. There is nothing that can't be had or given as long as you stay driven. It is when you give in and start to dwell on the pain and fear you know so well that you start to fall. Keep your eyes upon the goals you have set and mind the journey for it's where you will learn. The path is ever winding, it seems to never end. Where you stop really doesn't matter it is how you got there that means the most. But most of all I want you to remember that you are human and just a man.
We all have flaws that is for sure. We are who we are, and what we will become, treat everyone with kindness, love and compassion, grant them the respect and trust of a friend. You will find that they will help you in the end. God gave you a heart which has the greatest capacity for love, look for the good in people and you know what you will find? God my friend, He is in each and every human. The world doesn't expect you to know or even understand, but what I know is that if you love, and love hard it shall be returned. Honesty and truth will guide your way, your heart will open eyes and doors for you. There will be those that laugh and chide you, but it is the light they see inside of you that they fear. For you are never alone in this great big adventure God is with you, inside and out of you.
We each seek perfection, but it too we shall never find, because to be perfect would be to be Divine. Our lessons that we are taught, and the road that we travel bring us ever closer toward a greater understanding of who and what we are, but it is through Grace that God opens our eyes to the hidden world that underlies all else. This is enlightenment my dearest friend, and once you have seen the way, your eyes never will see the same things in the same way. The truth is revealed as if from a shadow, and what was once thought to be real will now be known to be false. Our world is a world of illusion, we live in the darkness trying to comprehend, God is the light that shows us what is true and right. Once your sight has been restored and you see what is real, how can you go back to living in the darkness? You can't so further and onward you go. My suggestion is to strive for perfection one day at a time and you will find that anything is truly possible in this world.
Love your fellow man, honor them and treat them with respect, judge not what they do, live what you say, and prove yourself to be true. Treat everyone you meet with kindness, compassion and love, this is the way that will make the world a better place. Acceptance and tolerance should be your watch words, they should be the actions you follow. Choose to lead by example, don't shout or proclaim, for those who have eyes will see the difference you have made. Lead from the side, don't try to be a Master, because it won't help you reach Heaven any faster. Cherish one another, enjoy the time you have. Seek out the beauty and majesty in the world around you. Take time to explore that which you do not know, try to seek out that which you don't understand. Learn what you are afraid of, make those fears go away. Be about your passion, and the money will follow, don't get mired down and stuck in something that you don't know or love. Do these things and be a better man.
As always my hopes and dreams are with you,