Well if you are anything like me that happens quite a bit. Usually it is because I am going on a trip or doing something that has me so excited I couldn't sleep. Tonight is one of those nights, I guess I am anxious because of the surgery, I have been thinking about all of the benefits I am going to receive when this surgery is finally finished. In a way I am really excited and looking forward to the change. The way I have been living for the past 6 years has been on of constant irritation and pain, because my ileostomy tends to leak and I get acid burns on my skin around my stoma all the time. That by far is one of the most exciting things that I am going to get out of the surgery.
I also got to talk to Sterling and my mother today and both of them have assured me that everything is going to be fine. I know from talking to my cousin Joan that there is going to be a lot of people praying for me tomorrow. Knowing that I honestly I am not worried or scared at this point, the worry has been replaced with excitement and anticipation. When I come out of surgery and I have had plenty of rest, my body begins healing I will enjoy a future without daily pain.
All I can say at this point is that I am going to be talking to all of you soon. Keep me in your thoughts and prayers tomorrow as surgery goes ahead as planned. I look forward to getting back home and writing in my blog once again. I am going to miss talking to all of you on Facebook and Google +. Well I am off to bed and try to sleep at least a little bit before I have to get up and drive to the hospital. Good night everyone and I will be seeing you and talking to you soon.
As all ways my hopes and dreams are with you,