As we look back across our lives it is amazing at the things that spring to mind. A simple song can evoke the sweetest memories, that can bring a brilliant smile to your face. Passing a familiar spot can herald a bright spot in an otherwise dreary day. But memories are funny things, they often become colored by time. Even the worst experiences don't look so bad after time has passed by.
Most of my friends seem to pass through life, never taking stock of the people, places and things that they encounter. One friend said today that he keeps moving forward never looking back at anything. He feels that he can't keep up his forward momentum if he is constantly looking backwards. While he has a valid point. I tend to think a little differently on a minor particulars.
Like most people when his relationships end, he keeps it moving. In almost every instance I can think of if a relationship ends there were issues that were the caused it to end. Those same issues are more than likely still be there if the person comes back into your life. But, that doesn't mean that you have to write that person out of your life totally.
True good friends are few and far between. Each one of us don't have so many friends that we can afford to write any of them off. I have remained friends with the majority of my ex's, because the shared history that we have are what have bound us together and is the basis of our friendship. There have been 1 or 2 instances where I have tried to rekindle a past relationship. But like I said earlier, there were issues that we felt so strong about that caused us to go our separate ways, and they always seem to crop back up.
Relationships that are founded on mutual respect and trust have a foundation that's worth investing time in and are the easiest to convert to a lasting friendship. It is important to keep in mind that every person that has come into your life was brought there for a specific reason. We grow and learn from each other, we have a need that the other filled in some fundamental way.
You may be wondering why in an entry about memories would I digress to talk about friendships and relationships? The truth of the matter is that each and every person who enters your life touches you in a fundamental way, memories of these people, places and events are indelibly written in your subconscious which at some point become memories.
Memories are precious things and they evoke an emotional response when they pop in our minds. Like I said at the beginning of the post time can make even the most terrible experience seem not so terrible when you look back. Be careful because if you compare new experiences to a remembered experience you might think that the past was better and be unhappy. Which just might make you think that nothing will ever be able to compete with your past and you might miss out on something truly remarkable.
People all around you see what you are going through and how you deal with life's situations and problems. You might be surprised at how your actions and reactions to certain situations inspires and gives another a sense of hope and peace. Beacause no matter what you are actually going through there are others out there going through something similar or maybe even worse and they see how you are handling it and it gives them that extra push to help them make it through. Remember always that a casual conversation can take you somewhere that you never thought you would ever go. Random encounters can inspire and give hope to others and who knows might bring someone into your life at the right moment to help you through as well.
Memories are not perfect and they are a snapshot of time from our own unique perspective. Plus, keep in mind that someone else's memory of an event might not even be close to what you remember because each of us filter things differently and are truly seen from our own perspective.
Remember the good times, the in between times and the bad times, in the end as you look back over time you will be amazed at the things you have come through, survived and have learned. These are pieces of shared history between you and whoever you were with and they can never be taken away from you. If you are embarking on a new relationship try your best not to compare it to your past relationships, because one of you is always going to feel that they can't compete with the past because to them your rememberance focuses mainly on the good and positive times.
Everyone deserves their own chance, remember your past fondly, be proud of what you have accomplished and have learned, know that you have survived and been strengthened by each and every event. Hold on to your memories share them when appropriate and find your true happiness within your heart and mind.
As always my hopes and dreams are with you,